I think everyone is angry with me today whereas I just want to do well for their. First, I just want to pay my debt but you responded with a cynical to me. Honestly, I feel very disappointed with myself because I always wondered why you do to me like that !!!. Did you know that I care about you guys but I was always wrong in your eyes. Second, I don't believe that my best friend has been ignor me lately and I just realized today, so stupid I'm !!!!. I kept thinking about what mistakes I had done to her so finally that I conclude that there is an old friend who to malign me and say it to her. I say this because I know these days they often send messages via mobile phone. So I feel that the treatment of my best friends has changed to me. Third, I had to choose a difficult choice between selfish and my solidarity to a friend. My friend is very vicious because she has given that option. And for second again I feel disappointed with myself because I prefer selfish. I want to say sorry to you guys...I do this to protect myself. If I maintain my solidarity to you then I would sacrifice something very important for my life right now. I do so (often avoid you after we met) because I must continue to live my life to finish my mini thesis and didn't want to have one among us there is a cheat. I really hate people who cheat so I did. I don't want a loss for what I have done with this long struggle. So now I have a dilemma with many problem and i really need someone who can listen my complaints as psikoteater or psycholog. I think that no one my friends care about my feelings and condition right now so I really felt depressed. Can't you understand just this once guys???
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